Yallllllllllllll Ganga man ganga man
all i want in life is to feel happy just to be happy
not to be drunk off of sadness.
no matter what i do, how much i laugh, how big i smile.
my spirit still lies at the bottom of the sea of blood
So my mom snooped around my room and found my pipe and lighters for my mary jane and she called me and asked me about it she said she is so disappointed in me blah blah blah all the parent stuff… but i was at my cousins house and i still am, and i am honestly scared as fuck. This can go three ways, lecture without a serious groundation, a lecture + screaming + a serious lockdown groundation orrrr a beating+a blackout groundation. so its kinda up in the air right now,
i dont know if having her sleep on it will be better or worsee cause i dont want her thinking too much
geezzz im scared.
